Sorry.
I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry. I didn’t mean anything I
said. Not a single word. Maybe what I said is true, maybe it’s not but
know I loved you, I really really loved you. I loved you through
everything. I loved you when I was fourteen. I loved you when I was
fifteen. I loved you when I was sixteen. I’m almost seventeen and I
still love you. I knew what I was doing, I knew what I was getting
myself into. I was completely absorbed in you. You had my attention, my
affection, my love, my heart & soul, my everything. I’ve known what
love is for about 698 days. Love is you and I. It’s always been you and
me against the world. Our relationship is unforgettable, our connection,
undeniable. We’ve had our share of hardships and doubts but I think
that’s what makes us so perfect. Despite everything we’ve done,
everything we’ve gone through, we still love and care about each other.
And I think that’s what love is. Love is never giving up. You never gave
up on me and I’m so sorry I gave up on us. It’s been two years, for
some that’s a very short amount of time, but for me it’s felt like a
lifetime, but in a good way. I feel as if I’ve known you forever. I
don’t remember what life was like without you in and quite frankly, I
don’t want to. You stuck with me through some of my darkest times, you
always told me it was going to be okay and it was. But I don’t think it
will be this time. Our love was like a fairytale. You were my prince.
Sometimes you were a damsel in distress and I’d save you, and sometimes
you had to save me too. You were my escape, my safe place, my little
piece of heaven on Earth. When I had you, I had everything. You were my
everything. You are my everything. I wish we could’ve lasted longer. I
wish our forever was longer than the 696 days before I opened my mouth
and ruined everything. I don’t regret you one bit. You gave me the
world, you were my world. I wish things were different. Just know I love
you, okay? I love you with every atom in my body. You are so perfect.
Never forget that, never forget me.
Tuesday, 23 June 2015