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It's hard.
Monday, 21 December 2015
I want to be strong and weak at the same time. to be strong and to stand up for myself.
To be able to walk away from things that
don’t benefit me.
But not so strong that I am not
weak.
I want to be able to feel emotions. 

To love endlessly, to be scared and not be judged, to be kind and not seen as “weird”.
And to do those things, you need to be
weak.
I want to be weak where I am not being too
STRONG.
I want to be strong and not be
WEAK.
strong enough to let people know that I am not weak.
It’s hard
To find the balance between
strong and weak.
I want to be both.
It’s hard
because I want to be humble and
proud.
at the same time.
I don’t want to be too humble where I come off as
weak.
I want to be proud
to let people know that I am not a joke.
That I am power and that I am
accomplishments.
I want… everything
…to be seen as
Humble
and
proud.

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