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We are beautiful.
Saturday, 5 December 2015
Some of us started to feel tired.

Tired for,
ignoring what people said,
facing some shit things in their life,
appreciate someone who don't appreciate them,
hearing what people talk bad about them,
looking at the mirror and they saw a monster,
wearing filters to hide their flaws,
missed someone who don't even remember them,
fake their own picture to make sure that they looked pretty like others,
taking a good care about other people feelings,
faking a smile & laugh to show that they are strong.

They deserved to be happy for what they had already face.

Tell me what should they feel when someone said "hey kenapa muka dia rosak" in public? Happy? Feels lucky? Trust me even though she/he is smiling while just take it as a joke but they are broken. Bila dia balik, they look to the mirror and said "am i too ugly?" "why I can't be like others?" "boleh tak jadi cantik satu hari?" "kenapa orang ejek aku?" "buruk sangat ke aku?" "takde orang lagi buruk dari aku ke?" I just want all of you sit & think. What have you done today? Is that can make people around you happy or sad? Have you said something yang boleh buat orang tu down or ruin their day? Just think apa rasa kena kutuk in public okay let say you walk alone in mall. At the time you masuk mall tu everyone stare at you and they whisper to each other "hahaha entah apa je duh minah tu pakai." "macam orang asli duh dia ni" "bapak ah kaki macam perpero sia" "bapak ah muka dia putih pucat duh macam mayat hidup" "ei dahlah gemuk pakai macam tu" Apa kau rasa? happy? feels macam lucky? Kau tak pernah kena sebab tu kau sebok judge tu ini. Sebab bila kau punya seronok kutuk orang tu sampai lupa kau dengan dia asal dari tanah Allah yang buat. Kau kutuk ciptaan Allah bro. Yes you do. 

I'm proudly said that I'm here stand for them yang selalu kena judge. I know how it feels. Proudly said that we are beautiful. Our flaws have their own story. Our darkside bring us here. What do you have guys? Beautiful face with rotten heart? Perfect body shape with stupid mind? or maybe you guys ada kulit cantik takde jerawat semua pastu u guys ada bad manner? Pity you. 

YOU LOOK SO DAMN UGLY EUW.

BEAUTIFUL BUT ROTTEN HEART;
PERFECT BODY SHAPE BUT STUPID;
FLAWLESS SKIN BUT BAD MANNER.

BEAUTIFUL ISN'T IT?
CONGRATULATIONS.

layout by ellie. image from weheartit.